Radiant ecstasy

So I am trying to figure out what, and how to decipher my thoughts

which are feelings, and emotions at the end of the day

But it feels as though that is like asking a star when it plans to flip the peaceful

and harmonic state of life for all the other planets and lifeforms living in its belt

So I am asking you then “when do you want to become a supernova?”

thoroughly ripping, and desecrating life, while transporting energy from your world to another

… Just another place which current scientist can not track.