Sometimes I wish I could find someone successful with a brain like mine. I am 32 and I have just figured out that I am not able to live like most others do. I think very differently than others. Most people keep jobs for long periods of time. They try to settle down in one place. These are things I can not seem to do. I have been burning bridges all my life. I screw up a lot and usually it's pretty bad. I suffer from severe and chronic mental illness. When I am off my meds I make horrid decisions. I have decided that I pretty much hate my life. So I have decided to fix it. I feel like taking readers on this massive life overhaul in the hopes that someone might learn from my mistakes and successes.