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Im diego my friends call me deejay

I live in a small town called donkerbroek (the netherlands). Together with my dad who has a heartdesease ,i work in a candyfactory uptown as a forklift operator and following a course for logistic worker

My parents are devorced and now that my dad was sick i took care of him since i was 12 years old

A couple weeks ago we got a important phonecall at 3 am. It was the hospital they called for my dad and he was getting his hearttransplant .

Now he's still in the hospital but i think he going to get better .

Ive had sleepless nights since then and im trying to figure out what to do please give me your oppinion about how i can control myself in this situation